2010 -> 2011

Usually, people would write about new years resolution. Well, usually, I would too. But somehow, I dunno why, I have nothing to write about, no new years resolution. I guess that kinda explains my life now. No purpose, no target, just trying to live through, or rather, survive everyday. So there goes 2010 and here comes 2011. I wonder what's in store for me? No that Im that eager. Well, we'll just take things as it comes.

王力宏 - 愛在哪裡

These 2 words keep floating in me 寻找, weird isnt it? And I guess this song kinda serenades the 2 words.




在哪里
她到底在哪里
终于知道我给的太少
我的宝贝在哪里

哦 好可惜
象是场梦而已
醒来以后发现
她却走了
不会电不回信

告诉我爱在哪里
找过高找过低
爱在哪里
一直寻寻觅觅

爱在哪里
如果看到她
说我还(说我还)在这里
告诉我爱在哪里
找过东找过西
爱在哪里
仍然无声无息
爱在哪里
我好想念她能回
(快点回)来 因为
爱在那里

Christmas in Singapore

The holiday festivities - Christmas is so strong in Singapore. Unlike in Malaysia, Christmas is a huge occasion here. Once in office, everyone is so merry, I guess thats why they call it Merry Christmas.

However, I will never forget the center of Christmas, Christ. Even though I know the original Christmas isn't about Jesus, its about the winter snow festival, Jesus was the one who brought the festival to a whole new level with true meaning and a reason to rejoice.

Dear Jesus, I thank you, for once upon a time, You loved us and came to earth. =D

So here's whats happened in my office, its more like a party celebration more than an office working day.

遥远->寻找

遥远，是内心里感受的距离。我越来越确定，我所寻找的人不是你。但现在，还是好好享受一下这段友情吧。因为，再过不久，这一切很快很快就会消失了。

或许命运的签只让我们遇见，只让我们相恋这一季的秋天，飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片。等着春天的到来，这段感觉就会和冬天的雪一起溶解。

看来，我还是要继续寻找，继续寻找属于我的天使！

喜欢=自私，爱X

总觉得说喜欢的感觉比爱好得多。

喜欢，我可以自私的犹豫要不要买点点心给你添个肚子；但爱，我就一定要买给你。

喜欢，我可以自私的在一旁吃醋当你和别的男生好一点；但爱，我就要装大方不介意。

喜欢，我可以自私的让别的男生帮你，虽然我有心无力；但爱，我就一定要帮你，虽然我不是最好的人选。

还有许多许多，我只能在喜欢时自私的去做而爱却不能做的东西，我暂时说不出来。

这一切，果然，没什么特别；这一切，很快很快就会过去了，到那时我也不再需要忧虑这一切了。

你不知我为什么离开你～

Its funny how the little things she do can affect me so much. Like how she doesn't reply my messages could make me feel so disappointed or how she hits me after I teased her could light up my day.

But I know, all this counts for nothing, because I'm just a friend. However, all this means a lot to me. I wonder how things would be, after we all graduated.

I try my best to keep away from her, but deep down, I still really like this girl. It's not easy for me, but I am forcing myself away. Unlike before, I would go to her and talk to her every chance I get. Right now, even if she is alone over there, I'd still stay away and remain silent. It's tearing me inside, but I respect the fact that she is in a relationship, that she has a boyfriend.

Lost and Found

I've been down and out for too long now, and I finally snapped out of it today. Ever since coming to Singapore, I've been feeling lonely and empty. I have been setting my sights on the wrong thing. I I have been focusing on the wrong thing.

The question that helped me snap out of it: What is your passion? Indeed that I had put my being into the wrong thing in Singapore. But what passion? It's God, His kingdom and His people. I may have left Kuching, and all the people there, but God, His kingdom and His people are everywhere, including Singapore. And that is enough to keep me going. I'm back, and I'm bad(in a good way though)!

Oh the Pain

Man, this is torture. Then why the heck am I doing here? I keep on biting my teeth, biting my fingers, biting myself, just shows how much my frustrations are. I brought this upon myself, so I cant blame anything. Just hope that I can keep my cool now and quickly recover, not to act like a fool and screw myself.

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

Its not easy for me, its like cutting myself when I asked her about her bf. Nonetheless, I still had to do it. I didn't do it because I was a busybody or a stalker. I just wanted to know more about her, and, her bf preference was quite important to me. He must be quite a person, to be able to be her bf. I respect him for that, and I wont do anything funny.

Feeling like Crap

I feel horrible. Just a few days ago everything was fine. Then the game of hide & seek and dodge ball started. I dunno what went wrong, where went wrong, how it started or why it started. I'm as puzzled as a newborn child, I'm as riddled as the tide. Shed some light unto me, tell me why is this happening, what have I done wrong?

It's funny how things can change so fast. It's just like, one moment you were reading a page of the newspaper and you turn your head for a sec, the page just turned itself.

I can't take all this, it's just too much, I feel overwhelmed. But what can I do? Nothing!

... ...

不能说的秘密

冷咖啡離開了杯墊l
leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
As the cold coffee leaves the coaster

我忍住的情緒在很後面
wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian
I desperately tried to hold my emotions far behind

拼命想挽回的從前
pin ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
The past I’m fighting hard to recover

在我臉上依舊清晰可見
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian
On my face you can still see ever so clearly

最美的不是下雨天
zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
Rainy days are not the most beautiful

是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐(oh)
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
It’s the shelters that I once shared with you in the rain

回憶的畫面
hui yi de hua mian
The imagery in my memory

在蕩著秋千 夢開始不甜
zai dang zhe qiu qian meng kai shi bu tian
While on the swings dreams become less sweet

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠

ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zhou geng yuan

You said by gradually letting go of love would one go further

又何必去改變 已错过的时间
you he bi qu gai bian yi cuo guo de shi jian
and why bother changing the time that you’ve missed

你用你的指尖 阻止我說再見
ni yong ni de zhi jian zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
you used your fingertip to stop me from saying goodbye

想象你在身邊 在完全失去之前
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian
imaging you being by my side before you completely disappear

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zhou geng yuan
You said by gradually letting go of love would one go further

或許命運的簽 只讓我們遇見
huo xu ming yun de qian zhi rang wo men yu jian
Perhaps life’s destiny lot only allowed us to meet

只讓我們相戀 這一季的秋天
zhi rang wo men xiang lian zhe yi ji de qiu tian
Merely allowing us to love, in this one season of fall

飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片
piao luo hou cai fa xian zhe xing fu de sui pian
Only after it drifted down do I realise this fragment of happiness

要我怎麼撿
yao wo zen me jian
How do i pick them up

Such nostalgic feeling~

Struggling

And so, ever since I knew she had a boyfriend, I start acting weird. I know I've talk it through with a friend and yeah, his words makes sense, but, it still feels bad. I still feel like crap, everything still feels like it sucks. I know I also said about my motto and stuff, but still, it doesn't feel good.

I still hope I can stay true to my motto.

It feels as though

The sun doesn't shine anymore

The rainbow lost its colours

That colours feel so dull

That happy love songs became slow-rhythm-ed

The world had stopped spinning

My heart has stopped beating

I don't wanna talk anymore

I don't feel anything anymore

I don't care anymore

Friendship and Relationship

I bet that, when a person likes someone, he definitely cant wait to get that girl, you know, to have that girl as his girlfriend. However, I have met one of the oddest cases ever.

I realised that I really enjoyed this friendship, and I really cant imagine being in a relationship with her. I mean, I cant imagine holding her hands, or going out on a date with her, or having dinner with her . As friends, I feel much more joy, I feel that I am free to express myself or be quiet and just listen, and things wouldn't be awkward.

I can go on without a relationship, but I definitely don't want to lose this friendship. Of course I still wish the best for her, I still wanna look out for her and help her out when she needs it. As I like to say, as long as you are happy, I don't care what happens to me, I seriously think thats a good motto, and I'll be sticking to it.

…………等…………

I copied this note from a friend (shhhhhh). I think it is amazing, thats why I copied it, but she doesnt know, please dont steal it like I did =S

喜欢，是淡淡的爱;爱，是深深的喜欢… 我喜欢，却不敢爱… 喜欢，没有负担，我可以告诉你，我喜欢你~但爱，不行，我没法说出这个字，因为太沉重… 喜欢，没有自私，我可以陪你开心难过，没有顾虑~但爱，不行，因为总是有不受控制的离心力，太累了… 喜欢，没有带恨，我可以原谅你无数次，不后悔~但爱，不行，因为忘不了，做不到… 喜欢，没有心碎，我可以在哭过之后，笑着拥抱~但爱，不行，因为伤心过后，有个地方无法再次拼凑… 喜欢，没有理智，我可以抱着满满的幻想，不考虑结果~但爱，不行，因为我会被很多压得透不过气，接受现实… 喜欢，没有欺骗，我可以回答“是的，我喜欢你”~但爱，不行，因为那是承诺… 喜欢，没有背叛，撒娇闹脾气不讲道理都可以被原谅~但爱，不行，因为，那是种罪… 喜欢？爱？都再见了…要找回以前的自己…还能吗…

2 Months...

Today, I just realised, there is only 2 months left. I really enjoyed our time together, but on 26 January 2011, it might be the last time we meet, and the thought scares me. That I might never see you again, 2 months... only 2 months left...

Very common case

When I am close to you, I dunno what to say, I just wanna listen to your voice.

When I am near you, I dunno what to do, I just wanna look at you.

I will give you all the attention you require, I will be your best listener, I will try my best to remember everything about you.

When I dont see you, I keep on thinking of you.

When Im not with you, I keep on wishing that I am.

I know I am not the guy, that I am not the one.

That I cant teach you how to swim.

That I am not the outdoor person.

That I am not interested in physical activities.

That I dont do rock climbing.

That I am not as interesting as you are.

That I am such a boring person.

Day Dream

Over lunch with my colleagues today, I found out 2 of my colleagues are getting married and 1 of them getting engaged next year.

Initially I did not even dare imagine it, but then my mind rendered me to day dreamland. There she was, in her wedding gown, with the brightest smile ever. Standing beside me, I was in my tuxedo. She was my bride... woah, what a sight, overwhelming. She was smiling, she looks so beautiful... mesmerizing, breathtaking... as I am looking at her right now.

Yeah, its all crazy thinking, and I'll leave it as it is, I will not think of it again, because I know, its not that simple and its not gonna happen.

恋爱通告 Love In Disguise (2010)

Loved the music part, love the comedy, and love the romance. I'd definitely recommend this movie, although some parts are illogical.

In Singapore

Since moving to Singapore, my days havent been half as bad. In fact, I actually like going to class, because there is a certain "motivation".

Yeah there were times when I took the wrong bas and met some lousy taxi drivers, some not so nice experiences, but the "motivation" was good enough for me.

Other than that, I have phobia for relationships and I really hope that the phobia keeps me safe. Because from my relationships, I know that there is only hurt and regret. So, I better control myself and keep my distance.

Brb, not Goodbye

Im leaving this place with a heavy heart. The place that I have grown up in, the place that I had known my whole life, the place that I had loved so much. The place where everyone I know lives, the place where everyone I love and treasure lives in.

Even with all the farewells, with all the hugs and wishes I receive. I dont really feel like talking, because in my heart, Im just counting my days until I leave. I dont really feel like talking, because in my heart, I dont really feel like Im leaving.

Everything is gonna be like a brb, not a goodbye. I'll be back in 5 years, its a promise!

The Prodigal Son

Luke 15:11-32 (New International Version)

The Parable of the Lost Son

¹¹Jesus continued: "There was a man who had two sons. ¹²The younger one said to his father, 'Father, give me my share of the estate.' So he divided his property between them.

¹³"Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. ¹⁴After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. ¹⁵So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. ¹⁶He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.

¹⁷"When he came to his senses, he said, 'How many of my father's hired men have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! ¹⁸I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. ¹⁹I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men.'²⁰So he got up and went to his father.
"But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

²¹"The son said to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.

²²"But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.²³Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate. ²⁴For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.

²⁵"Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. ²⁶So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. ²⁷'Your brother has come,' he replied, 'and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.'

²⁸"The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. ²⁹But he answered his father, 'Look! All these years I've been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. ³⁰But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!'

³¹" 'My son,' the father said, 'you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. ³²But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' "

Taken from http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke+15:11-32&version=NIV

iPawnZombies

Just like in Left 4 Dead 1 & 2, I pawned you in Plants Vs Zombies. Now just real life left, waiting for your challenge.

Amidst Times of Busyness

Dear God, may you add strength and wisdom to all my bros and sis. That no matter how busy he/she is, he/she will continue to remember that You are his/her Lord and that You are in control over everything. In the midst of his/her busyness, give him/her Your joy and excitement to persist on in everything that he/she does. Thank You Lord. In Jesus Name. Amen

What did He say to you (Church Camp)

I know we would be sharing it in coming cg, but I wanted to post here anyways. Since not many people will see it, and its also good to share it here too.


So here's mine:


新酒要装在新酒皮袋里。


During saturday night ministering, after Ps Wilson's teaching. There was an alter call about the gift of prophecy. I quickly ran down and to the front, right hand side of Pastor Wilson. I was one of the first there.


I really wanted it, not for myself, but for Jesus, and also His people. I wanted to be the bridge, to connect God's Word, God's will, God's heart to people.


As I was one of the first, I was at the first row, Ps Lai Ling Lim was just in front of me. At first I was a little disappointed because she didnt pray for me, but I knew, I was praying to God, He was the one who gives. Later a brother came to pray for me. Somehow, he knew my hunger, how eager I was, how much I wanted it. And he also told me, be close to God. "Be close to God", this was the same message given to me by many previous prayers by other brothers and sisters. I am not sure if I have received it, thats why I kept quiet and stayed back. In my heart, I kept the faith that God had already given it to me.


On my way home, after sending Charles and Leong Ling home, after discussing some problems with them, I realised that my life and many things around me are actually not that "bright" or "good" or "optimistic". Everything seems crumbling, and in the process crushing me.


So how is all this related to "新酒要装在新酒皮袋里"? New wine, is the anointing of God, which is also the Gift. And as you guessed it, I am the wine skin. I need to be new too, if I want to receive the gift. And new wine cannot be put in old wine skin as it will break. So I prayed to God. Turn me new, newer than before, because I really need it. I need it so I can accommodate the new wine, I want to be the new wine skin!

Bugging me lately

Something's inside my head, bugging me lately. It was all because of a dream, that had rekindled this troublesome feeling. Why must it always be dreams? The 1st time, the 2nd time, and now the 3rd time.

Though I dont remember what or how the dream was, but I clearly remember who the dream was about. Yeah, its my dream girl again, again.

Why~ Why~ I have to ask... Now Im like stalker mode and all weird again. This is not a good sign and definitely not good for my current situation at all.

It's impossible, dream for a reason, because its impossible. More impossible than normal impossible that we normally speak about. I thought I had already let it go, but all it took was another dream.

I have other priorities, other things that are more important that I need to focus at, but why... I dont need this, geez...

Anyways, I wanna type this down sort of like a journal, so I can read back and recall the past events of my teenage life.

Should I bang my head against the wall?

Problems, problems, problems. I'm sure everybody hates them, but somehow, they always seems t bounce back to you. I know its kinda naive thinking, why everything wouldn't just go smoothly.

So now, I present to you, my problems.

1. There's a few assignments that gonna be due next week, and without Flash, Illustrator and Photoshop, I couldn't do a thing without them. So if I cant do it at home, I'll just do it in school. With my ID problem, couldn't access the open labs and I have to go 6th floor and bla bla bla, but I couldn't, because I have to change my ID to the new one (foundation -> degree), but that would take a long time. Then I borrowed Calvyn's ID. So I went school, made 3 rounds around the place just to look for a parking space. Guess what, open labs have no Photoshop, no Illustrator and no Flash, and the Multimedia open lab is not so "open" with lecturer's always using it for classes.

2. Its never easy being a shepherd, and lately, seems like some BGR problems coming up. Now how am I gonna talk to them about it? Will they open up? Will it be settled? Can I really help them? How will they feel if I keep asking them about the matter?

I'm not being ungrateful or negative or what. I'm just addressing the facts and figuring a way to solve them. If you can help me, especially with problem 1 (you have Photoshop, Illustrator and Flash CS4), please do, because I really really really need it!

义卖会 宣传

A video I made (directed, shot and edited) for the publicity of our sale item during our church sales, where the funds to go help brothers and sisters who wanna go to MNC.

Thank you Sophia, Ivy, Sebastian, Charles, Albert, Jason, Ik Fui, Lin Sun, Muk Fui, Leong Ling and Ai Lian.

Locations used where Sophia's house and Stutong Park. Shot on 13/3/2010. Newest update 17/3/2010

Sorry about the poor quality, blur video and poor sound for the second song, I had already tried my best to fix it...

Ability Shop

You might be wondering, what ability shop. Well, its a manga I just read. Look below.

(From onemanga.com)

Summary

Toshiki is a below average student and often the target of ridicule. He accidentally runs into a shop sign and breaks it, when he enters the shop he finds out it will sell him abilities.. But these abilities don't come cheap.

http://www.onemanga.com/Ability_Shop/

If abilities could be bought, I'd buy the ability to evangelize. In the manga, customers pay with their remaining life span. And I said to myself, I'd pay any price to have the ability to evangelize. But then, just like our life span, if we spend time to develop an ability, isnt it the same as "buying" them with our life span? So maybe, I would not "pay any price to obtain the ability" hahahaha. However, ever since I came to know Christ, my biggest desire is to evangelize. Biggest desire because it is the one thing that I wanna do and cannot do well. I really wanna see my family, relatives, friends and all the people around me come to know God, the same God that I know. So I guess, I better start spending time and effort to develop this ability, the ability to evangelize!

Uni Reopen

University, or school is what I prefer to call it, is gonna reopen soon. I've had a super long holiday, and it wasnt as easy as I had expected. I've had my share of yelling and lecturing and bla bla bla from my parents (which I do hear and pay attention to) for not working during the holidays. I know I kept on saying Im not lazy, I just want a work that doesnt touch my Friday nights (prayer meeting), Saturday nights (care group) and Sunday mornings (Sunday service), but there is also this one thing, I didnt go on a job hunt...

Okay~ now back to school reopen matters, since I have morning classes for the coming sem, I have to adjust my time back to normal. I had been sleeping real late and I mean really really really late and waking up real late too (this one also very very very late).

Other than that, Im gonna get a hair cut because I dont like my current hair, though Im lazy to go out, I have to and I will.

New sem, gonna be in Degree. Thinking of how I could be salt and light again... To those of you who have no idea what Im talking about, ignore this(hahaha). And those who do, just keep quiet. I really really wanna see it happen, it as in (Im not gonna tell you, if you know you know, if you dont then dont).

And oh yeah, Multimedia Design, drawing, me no gurd, me bead draw, like smlla kib, no draw, safe me. Oh well, I guess I can learn. Still better than learning codes I presume...

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010

I know its a little late writing this post since its already at the end of February, but looking back at the old posts, I decided to write one anyways.

2009 to me, was the worst year of my life. Seriously, Im not exaggerating about it. Due to some very personal issues, I dont feel comfortable sharing it. Just proves how bad a trauma it is to me. I just couldnt wait for it to pass any sooner. Lets see the effects, I sleep late (real late), I wasted half a year of my life (including 3k money), and some horrible horrible sins.

I dunno if I had paid enough for what I did, but I really did suffer a lot.

Thank God for a new year, where I can throw everything away, get new hope and also a new start. Its very important to me because I really need it, due to the horrible events of 2009 of course.

And praise Him for His faithfulness, the year started awesome and has been great until now. But I know sooner or later something is gonna rock my boat, because thats just life. Its God's way of making me a better person, and I know it. All I ask is that He be with me all in all.

Guess I'll be signing off here, peace out~

Personality Test (Warning: Dont Trust All)

1. Imagine that you are walking along a path. What do you see around you?
Forest, so much forest that you can hardly see the sky.
A yellow corn field against a brilliant blue sky.
Softly sloping green hills, with a view of mountains in the distance.

2. What do you see near your feet?
A mirror
A ring
A bottle

3. Will you pick it up?
Yes
No

4. You walk along and find water. In what form is the water?
A lake
A waterfall
A river

5. You see a key in the water and you pick it up. What does it look like?
An ordinary house key
A beautiful antique key
A small silver locker key

6. Next you stumble across a house. What type of house is it?
A spacious Hollywood mansion
A hut with a garden full of flowers
A beautiful old stone castle

7. What do you do next?
Look into the window
Walk right on inside and explore
Walk away. You're not that interested.

8. Suddenly, something jumps out at you. What is it?
A bear
A wizard
A spider

9. Because you are so scared you run until you see a wall blocking the path in front of you. There is a door, but it's locked, so you look through the key hole. What do you see?
A beautiful house with a vast garden.
A pond in the middle of a desert.
A beach with waves crashing onto the sand.

Show Result (Not really)

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Dear Hiroshi Chong, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have many goals
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Want to achieve as much as you can
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Success in your career is not the most important thing in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are content with what you have
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Independence is important to you

Me Birthday

Though I didnt do much on my birthday,

apart from having my resit in the morning,

I have the wonderful company of my friends at night at Kado.

Thanks Anderson, Calvyn, Lester and Poh Chun!

1st picture fail, guess who are those 2?

2nd picture fail also

Last picture, better, but still...

Feed My Sheep

John 21:15-17 (New International Version)

¹⁵When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, "Simon son of John, do you truly love me more than these?"
"Yes, Lord," he said, "you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Feed my lambs."

¹⁶Again Jesus said, "Simon son of John, do you truly love me?"
He answered, "Yes, Lord, you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Take care of my sheep."

¹⁷ The third time he said to him, "Simon son of John, do you love me?"
Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, "Do you love me?" He said, "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you."

Jesus said, "Feed my sheep.

My Kind of Girl

I find this interesting so I took this from Mr Yong Hua Kiong in Facebook.

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends *including me* here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1.Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- Well it will be a good bonus

2. Smart?
- smart enough to understand what Im saying...

3. Preferred age?
- Slightly younger than me

4. Preferred height?
- Up to my nose

5. How about sense of humor?
- Can take a joke (at least)

6. How about piercings?
- Ears ok, others NO!

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- Yeah, including helping me to improve better

8. Pink hair?
- Anime/manga meh?

9. Mushy or no?
- Tak paham

10. Thin or fat?
- Fat is definitely a NO

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- Im not racist or something, but I'd prefer Chinese

12. Long hair or short hair?
- Long

13. Plastic or metal?
- How about flesh?

14. Smells good?
- Haha yeah

15. Smoker?
- NEVER

16. Drinker?
- Minimal level, just like me

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
-Would like it

18. Musically inclined?
- As long as not tone deaf ok liao

19. Plays piano?
- Not necessarily

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- Same as above

21. Plays violin?
- What's up with the musical thingy

22. Sings very good?
- Dont mind

23. Vain?
- Dont like

24. With glasses?
- Better not, not because of the glasses, but the vision

25. With braces?
- Just take it off

26. Shy type?
- Fine with it

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- Good!

28. Active or passive?
- Normal ok liao, dont want too extreme of both sides

29. Tight or bomb?
- Tight, dont like crazy girls

30. Singer or dancer?
-Singer gua, because dance has lost its elegance as of late

31. Stunner?
- Hopefully only me stunned hahahaha

32. Hiphop?

- Likes that music genre ok lah, but better dont know the dance

33. Earrings?
- Fine, but not the extreme types

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
- NOOOOOOOOO!

35. Dimples?
- Dont mind if got or not

36. Bookworm?
- Should be fine

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- IF its englishl

38. Playful?
- Ok I guess

39. Flirt?
- Haha yeah, but only with me

40. Poem writer?
- Better not produce crap (oppps)

41. Serious?
- At times when needed

42. Campus crush?
- Prefer church, because like that confirm is Christian hahahaha

43. Painter?
- Dont really care

44. Religious?
- Christian ONLY

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- But doesnt go overboard and know when to stop

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- Not as bad as me should be fine

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- Would be helpful, but then she can scold me in 20 languages and I dont even know hahahaha

48. Loyal o faithful?
- Can I choose both?

49. Good kisser
- O_O yes

50. Loves children??
- Of course