Saturday, December 26, 2009

Christmas - My Thoughts

You know why is there Xmas when the actual word is Christmas? Realise that the word Christ from Christmas, which means Jesus Christ, was cancelled with a huge X. There is a reason to it, wanna know why? Dont let the truth scare you. It's because... the devil wants to make it insignificant!

On Christmas day, did'ja all realise the weather was super awesome? Where as it was raining everyday. As far as Im concerned, to me, even nature itself admits Christmas is a special day. The words "joy to the world" kept on cycling in my mind. Indeed, it was the day man received HOPE! God still loves us! How great a hope is that! Indeed it was joy to the world.

At night, when in church, during the gifts exchanging event, I had the privilege to give gifts to people who didnt bring any gifts to exchange. As I was giving, I felt the fulfillment, the fulfillment of my destiny. Actually, my name Hiroshi means the great one or the noble one, but Hiro means give. Simply giving, means that Im fulfilling my destiny. It felt great!

After the service, I stayed back to help clean up the church and stayed back even later to accompany my bro Nyiap Hong to lock up the church. Later we went to have supper, and it was a feast hahahaha. Yeah, my great bro blessed me with the food and we had a great time sharing and chatting. The sharing and chatting helped me to desire to have the first passion, much like the first love, when serving God, teaching His Words, leading Praise and Worship, shepherding my sheep, chairing and prayer, etc. Thanks bro!

Readers may find my post to be a little jumping here and there, but whatever, those are the things in my mind.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Hip Hop Ghost

Im afraid of no ghost, you?
La la la lala, la la la lala, la la la lala, la la la la~

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Hallowing Halloween

Today, when suddenly there was no electricity, I had nothing better to do than to rest. So when I was lying on my bed, trying to get some nap time, crazy thoughts came crashing upon me. Wanting to do the right thing, I prayed and proclaimed, fighting the evil and temptation with faith and humble. "God has already forgiven me... I am sanctified... These things are not of me, I have nothing to do with them... " were among the words I used.

Little did I realised today is Halloween, nor did I paid much attention to since we are in Malaysia. However, when I was reading Our Daily Bread, the thoughts "Coincidence... or is it?" came into my mind. The message as below:



He will be a vessel for honor, sanctified and useful for the Master, prepared for every good work. -2 Timothy 2:21

The word hallow used much anymore, and when it ism the uses have a broad range of meaning. Christians use the word when we say the Lord's prayer, as in "Hallowed be Thy name." Often the word is associated with the last day of October, which people in the US refer to as Halloween, a shortened form of All Hallows' Eve.

In Scripture, the word hallow is a synonym for the word sanctify. When we hallow or sanctify something, we set it apart as being holy.

The name of God is not the only thing that we are to hallow. We too are to be hallowed. Paul urged Timothy to be a vessel sanctified and useful for God by pursuing "righteousness, faith, love, [and] peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart" and by avoiding "foolish and ignorant disputes, knowing that they generate strife" (2 Tim. 2:21-23).

On this last day of October, children in the US will be carrying bags filled with sweets. Thinking of them can remind us to ask: "What is filling the vessel of my life? Is it a bitter attitude that leads to foolish disputes and strife, or is it a sweet spirit that leads to righteousness, faith, love, and peace?"

We can hallow today, and every day, by setting ourselves apart for God to be used by Him. -Julie Ackerman Link

Lord, may our lives be set apart
And useful in Your hands;
Pursuing righteousness and faith
As we fulfill Your plans. -Sper

A Christian's greatest joy is to be used by God.

Our Daily Bread, October 31, Saturday


Wednesday, October 21, 2009

分享我的生命-中学时期

这会是我部落格的第一张华文文章。

为什么我会心血来潮要分享我中学时期的生命呢?而且又要用华语呢?

在我中学的时候,跟每个人都一样,有一个我喜欢的人。我记得,那时是在Form2. 我喜欢那个女孩,所以就想办法接近她,拿她的电话号码等等。那时候我使用字条,透过一个女性朋友帮我传给她。一旦我拿到她的电话号码后,就每天晚上都跟她玩信息,用华文,大家都知道我比较拿手在英文,也不喜欢用华文。晚上也很常听情歌,想她,emo一下。

那时我很可笑,但我想很多人也一样吧!就是喜欢一个人,但是又怕接近他。接近他时,整个人都变呆了,不知道要说什么好,想尽快离开那尴尬的场面。

我还记得,我会星期五提早到学校,就是要走整个学校,为要可以看到她,但她从来都没早来过。



好了,就进入真正的故事吧!一开始的时候,除了拿电话号码,纸条里面也有表白和追求的内容。她拒绝我,说什么还小等等。但不久她就有男友了。朋友之前就有告诉过我,但我就不相信我朋友告诉我的话,就单单相信她拒绝我的接口,但是到如今我还是不知道真相。

就如我上面有说到,都有玩信息保持联络。在认识她不久,就是她的生日了。身为追求者的我,自然而然地会送礼物给她,不知道为什么会那样做。我从来都不曾做过这样的事,也不是我的本性买礼物给人,看我多用心。

我忘了说,因为她人很美,所以很多追求者。

她的那个男友,因为发现到我跟她很好,就送sms警告我,而且还用国语。想起来还蛮可笑,大概是要隐瞒身份吧。但我都有跟她男友解释清楚,过后这家伙都会跟我说他们的问题,真是的。有一次,他们要分手了,我又不知为什么会成为他们的中间人/和谐人。

过后,是在Form3的时候,绯闻传来她有新男友了。亏我们这么好朋友,也没告诉我。要我像电视剧里面的侦探一样,来发掘真相,真是的。她男友的一个朋友找我聊天,目的是要问清楚我和她的关系,因为关心朋友嘛,我明白。聊天当中,我才发现,原来是她主动追求的,我也无话可说。

然后,她就转校去Kuching Town. 我们都没办法在学校碰面了。对了,之前,我还为了她而参加taekwondo呢!因为Kuching Town没有这个WTF taekwondo, 所以她去星期六在Kenyalang的练习。为了可以有点时间和她一起,我根本就不喜欢练taekwondo, 衣服又臭臭的,因为星期五在学校也有练习。我记得我们会提早到,就是要在那边打羽毛球。我也不太喜欢打羽毛球,但是就是要和她玩。练完过后,他妈妈就会送我回家,因为我之前都走路去和回家。听她妈妈说,她很常在家提起我,我听了还蛮高兴呢。

但日子久了,我们也渐渐失去联络了。我也很努力很努力的,试着把她忘掉。真的是很难,就像毒瘾一样,多么难!

这个就是我中学时期,青春时代的恋情故事。

Thursday, October 15, 2009

A Moment

When I was in Facebook, I saw a news feed by a friend, saying he posted some new photos and he titled them "A moment in my life".

When I saw it, I begin to think. Life is made up of moments. Moments, which means short. Little bit of things, make up life. Is that all to life? Short moments?

What if I tell you that there is more than life. To be specific, heaven and hell. I believe that both places exist. What if I tell you, if you can avoid going to hell? Will you do it? The call is yours, for I have done my part.



Wednesday, October 14, 2009

More Wouldn't Hurt

I was considering, whether I wanna post this or not, because I had just posted one moments ago, but then I thought, more wouldn't hurt.

Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify you Father in heaven. -Matthew 5:16

We're not concerned about impressing others with our possessions or abilities, but we all should want to make a difference in the lives of people. What if there was one thing each of us did today that caused people to praise the Lord?

My answer: That would be awesome!

This is the wish I always wish,
The prayer I always pray:
Lord, may my life help others
It touches on the way.

Christians are windows
through which Jesus can shine.


Taken from Our Daily Bread, October 13, Tuesday

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

My Heart, My Burden

We had a Leadership Meeting today in church at 7:30pm

Pastor shared something and there was a video and some praying.

I was particularly touched by the video "Anguish". And in the video, what really touched me was:
"Are you just watching tv while your family go to hell? Dont tell me you're concerned, when you spend more time on tv or on the internet."

Anguish, agony, deep pain, deep sorrow.

My tears almost came out when the first sentence, but when I heard the second sentence, I take back my tears. Indeed, how can I say Im concerned when I spend more time in front of the computer.

So I made a decision, to quit doing some stuff that takes up a lot of my time. I don't need to make commitments that are not related to God, only the ones that are related to God are worth keeping. That's why, I quit some apps in facebook and devote those time to praying. Because I do care, about my family, relatives, friends and people around, so I'm gonna do something about it. Often I have said, I dunno what to do so my family, relatives, friends and people around me could be saved. But what I can do (which is pray), I didn't even do it.


Sunday, October 11, 2009

The Life that Counts

The life that counts must toil and fight,
Must hate the wrong and love the right;
Must stand for truth, by day, by night-
This is the life that counts.



Taken from Our Daily Bread, October 10, Saturday

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Mooncake Festival

Woke up at 6am this morning because I have accounting quiz exam. Didn't sleep very well because I'm afraid I might sleep over and miss the quiz exam. I couldn't afford to do so because if I miss it, I dont need to wait until final to determine if i fail or pass the course. It's just like waiting to die.

Accounting quiz exam was at 10:30am, G8.13. Thank God I had spent the time studying with Calvyn, he helped me a lot.

After the quiz exam, went to the computer lab with Calvyn. We played counter strike, 2 of us terrorist versus 20 easy bots. Was fun, how I miss it.

Then I went home for a while and without much resting time, I had to go to church for a little discussion meeting. Finish the meeting at around 6:20pm and directly went to my grandmother's place.

After dinner at grandma's place, I muster the little bit of courage I have and asked my dad to excuse me so I can join my friends at Friendship Park. I almost went crazy in that little driving pavement at Friendship Garden. Try spending 1 hour at that little road, waiting for the exit to be green so you can move a few meters each time.

After that, I went to Wood Wood Kopitiam with the guys for a little supper.

In conclusion it was a great day. Tiring but satisfying. Makes me feel like an active healthy teen, lol. I'm also reminded about one scripture: in everything you do, ACKNOWLEDGE Him and everything will be smooth or fine or whatever it is. I dunno what word it is because I use the Chinese bible =P

Stole the pic from KH...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

A Picture is Worth a Thousand Words

So I guess I have a few thousand words in this post =P








I was looking through some old pictures and
decided to post the ones with the biggest, bestest, brightest smiles.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Recently

Haven't post in quite sometime now, guess lately I have problems expressing myself.

Life huh, life... It's a strange thing I'd say. So many things about it. Looking around, seeing different things, yet wondering. This is very funny, because I'm typing nothing. Just typing, not talking any sense.

Haha, feeling kinda weird right now, but don't worry about me. Catch ya later!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

You Are Not Gonna Believe This


Kids nowadays have become so voilent, tsk tsk

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Trials and Comfort

When God permits trials, He is sure to follow up with comfort.

We are not comforted to be comfortable, but are comforted to be comforters.
Be sure to comfort others, once you know how and is comforted by God.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

A Poem

Your blood shed,
so I can live,
freely;

Your body broken,
so I can live,
peacefully;

Your tears flow,
so I can live,
gracefully;

Your life given,
so I can live,
victoriously;

What have You not given,
so that I can live.

What storm can stand against me?
What bump can stand against me?
What obstacle can stand against me?
What problem can stand against me?
When the Lord is for me!

He shall not forget nor forsake me,
when it was Him who sent me.

I will be still;
know You are God.



Sunday, August 23, 2009

安靜 | An Jing | Silence

曲/詞: 周杰倫
Qu/Ci: Zhou Jie Lun
Music/Lyrics: Jay Chou

Translation: ava –
www.jay-chou.net

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day

睡著的大提琴
Shui jiao de da ti qin
The sleeping cello

安靜的舊舊的
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Quiet and so old

我想你已表現的非常明白
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
I think you've made yourself clear

我懂我也知道
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
I know and I'm sure

你沒有捨不得
Ni mei you she bu de
You don't regret

你說你也會難過我不相信
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe

牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
You being with me was in the past

希望他是真的比我還要愛你
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
I hope he loves you more than I do


我才會逼自己離開
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Only then will I bring myself to leave

Chorus

你要我說多難堪
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
You want me to say it, but it is awkward

我根本不想分開
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
I don't even want to break up

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?

我沒有這種天份
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
I don't have the ability

包容你也接受他
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
To accept both you and him

不用擔心的太多
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Don't worry too much

我會一直好好過
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
I'll still be fine

你已經遠遠離開
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
You've already gone far away

我也會慢慢走開
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
And I will slowly walk away

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when [we] break up?

我真的沒有天份
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
I really don't have the ability

安靜的沒這麼快
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Staying silent doesn't come so fast

我會學著放棄你
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
I will learn to give you up

是因為我太愛你
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
Because I love you so much

Repeat

Look for the hints, they are faint, but they exist

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Are you mean and sarcastic?

Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response.)
once uve been tagged must do!
happy reading!


If an annoying person says:
1) I am cute.
YR: If you are cute, then no one is ugly loh

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome:
YR: Die want face
For gals: You ever knew a great invention called mirror?
For boys: Even the female dog see you will vomit ah

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR: Screw the money, I have rules XD

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy..
YR: Of course, that's coz I dont do ass-kissing

5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR: Brunei so small, everyone in Malaysia spit one drop on you, you already sink loh


If an annoying hot woman/man says:(if hes really2 hot)
1) I know you like me.
YR: *ignores*

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR: Then why are you looking at me?

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
YR: Nice people not ngam bad people de

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR: Later my Saga overtake you ah, see your face how

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR: Eat full so free ah you


If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:(if hes really ugly)
1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR: Ahhh, a pig is talking to me *run away with both hands in the air*

2) May I have your cell phone no? please please please?
YR: Go check yellow pages XD

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night..
YR: Bo eng ah

4) What do you like about me?
YR: I like about you having nothing to like XD

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
YR: Bluekkkkk (vomit)


If your enemy says:
1) Hi bitch!
YR: Did I hear something? Coz I think I did

2) You smell like shit!
YR: Coz you're near me

3) What an ugly creature you are!
YR: Well thank you, but you definitely look "better"

4) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
YR: LOL eat _______ (whatever the game is about)


If your annoying ex says:
1) I still love you...
YR: And I still love her(her is someone else lol)

2) I know you still love me!
YR: You know wrong loh

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby..
YR: Good goat dont eat back head grass

4) Please call me...
YR: Phone no money liao

5) The break up hurt me so much..
YR: So nice ah


If an annoying salesperson says:
1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR: I know lah~

2) Seriously, I used this product and I've Changed!
YR: Well that explains alot

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR: Means last time cheaper lah

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..
YR: No money

A Story

The main character of our story today is a boy named ヒロ who has a crush on a girl named レン.

One day, レン told ヒロ she had twins and that she had been married for almost a year now. But レン is only 17 turning 18 years old, however she doesnt seem like she was lying. How is ヒロ suppose to react? You guys get to choose. Put your version in comment box ^^

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

A Friend Once Told Me

walk against da time... to meet ppl who was in my life...

I wonder if she still remembered, or was it just a past quote.
The same friend who said this, told me "you cant always think bk, yew will get old very fast"
Then I told her "some sweet
memories are worth going back to"



Monday, August 17, 2009

All I Have To Do Is Dream by The Everly Brothers*

Dedicated to my dream girl, whom all I can do is dream about, no more.




Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
When I want you in my arms
When I want you and all your charms
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

When I feel blue in the night
And I need you to hold me tight
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine
Anytime night or day
Only trouble is, gee whiz
I'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that I could die
I love you so and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine
Anytime night or day
Only trouble is, gee whiz
I'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that I could die
I love you so and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do is
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

FADE
Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream

*Just ignore this post

Saturday, August 15, 2009

The Day Time Flew

Hahaha, it was a fun day and many times before I realised it, it was already late. So my reaction was: 1. Time flies; 2. Wow, it's that late already.

So, I head over to Kado and reach there at 2:10pm. More than half of everyone was already there. We had like 20 people (19 to be exact) in our gang, so many lol. Let's try to list out everyone: Anderson, Audrey, Alicia, Jessie, Samuel, Olivia, Sky, Samatha, Siao Wee, Calvyn, Elrich, CBC, Ezra, Chong, Lester, Ellen, Moi, Kang Hong and myself. I had a cup of red tea, one Kado burger (not worth it) and one lamb burger. I had to pay RM13.50 and the total of the resit for all of us is RM211.20.



Later on, we all went to Hock Lee Centre's arcade centre, unfortunately some had already gone home. Spent RM2 on the air hockey today, lost to Anderson, twice! Hahahaha, played so badly today, couldnt get into my rhythm, Anderson really thrashed me today. Then I spent RM2 on Daytona, thrash 2 cars, dunno who were the poor victims hahahaha. But I got last in both races, I really forgotten how to play that game. Oh yeah, before Daytona, I raced Sky once in Initial D Stage 4. Lost to him by 80 metres, which isnt so bad and it was Chiu Ming. Thanks for the RM4.



After that, I went to Elrich's house to play Batman: Rise of Sin Tzu, we had been playing this game a few times and today we finally beat the game. Though we had to cheat, because Sin Tzu was cheating, it wasn't fair, almost not possible to beat him. The game itself was fun, but the bosses, we really needed game fag to know how to beat them, the developers made it too hard with hardly noticeable hints. After we beat Sin Tzu, I looked at the time and it was already 7pm. Lol I had to rush to church, didnt realise it was so late already.


During care group, it started late, which isnt a good thing, the chair person and coordinator didnt do her job. But I find p&w to be great, it was very enjoyable and it really felt great, I was really in to it, ministered to my heart. Today is actually my first teaching in cg, I dont think I made much preparation but I hope everyone received something from God. Overall, I enjoyed the cg. After cg, Lin Sun bought us all drinks, thanks Lin Sun! Present tonight were Ik hui, Ik Fui, Ivy, Sophia, Charles, Sebastian, Albert, Lin Sun, Leong Ling and myself.



In conclusion, it was a fun and enjoyable day, a great day. But I wouldnt wanna live life like this everyday hahahaha. Btw, no voice, talk too much today hahahaha. Special thanks to Calvyn, Olivia and Jessie for the pictures and sending it to everyone.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Yokatta

You're finally willing to let go, yokatta, I'm glad. Knowing you are gonna do well, I'm relieved. Leaving everything to God is definitely the best thing to do.

Now isn't probably the time yet, but I hope things will go back to normal, how I wish it didn't happen. Ganbatte! Let's live for God and shine!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

100 Truths

I got this from Josef in Facebook, I find it interesting, so I'll do it.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Long Jing Green Tea
2. Last phone call: Mummy
3. Last text message: Ik Hui
4. Last song you listened to: Uptown Girl
5. Last time you cried: 2 Sundays ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Guess so
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Green
13. I have alot of things that are blue
14. Dunno, perhaps shiny haha

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Guess so
16. Fallen out of love: Dont understand
17. Laughed until you cried: I think so
18. Met someone who changed you: Not sure
19. Found out who your true friends were: Guess I always knew
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Ummm, yes?
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Friend list lol
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Friend list again
23. How many kids do you want?: As many as God would give
24. Do you have any pets: 2 cats, 1 dog
25. Do you want to change your name?: Yes
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Dinner at Imperial Duck
27. What time did you wake up today: Around 12:30pm
28. What were you doing at midnight: Doing this
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Well, I'd like to see the salvation of my family, relatives and friends
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Friday, before going to prayer meeting
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Instead of sleeping, continue smsing
32. What are you listening to right now : Paint My Love
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom no, Thomas yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: My stupidity
35. Most visited webpage: My blog I think
36. Whats your real name: Hiroshi Chong Yen
37. Nicknames: Hiro
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: I don't like this
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Primary school: SJK Sungai Apong
42. Secondary school: SMK Pending
43. High school/college/university: Swinburne
44. Hair color: Black
45. Long or short: You mean hair?
46. Height: Not sure, every ruler is different, safe to say is between 170cm-179cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : Yes
48: What do you like about yourself?: Being fortunate to have a good life
49. Piercings: No
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: The one during birth counted?
53. First piercing: No
54. First best friend: Should be Chin Chee Tung or my cousin
55. First sport you joined: Join? As in school?
56. First vacation: I think is Indonesia
58. First pair of trainers: Sport shoes you mean

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: No
60. Drinking: Plain water
61. I'm about to: Quiet time, read bible, pray, sleep
62. Listening to: I Miss You
63. Waiting on: Ren to talk to me like normal

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: Yes
65. Get Married?: Yes
66. Career?: Not sure

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes can see
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arm: Stomach I guess
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Dont understand
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: Tuak during Gawai considered?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: No
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes
82. Been arrested: Police called, but I didnt show up
83. Turned someone down: Kinda
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: Gotta be friends before you fall right?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: I think so
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: Yes
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: I believe the guy exist, but the story of north pole toy factory, little men and flying reindeers, going down the chymny, no
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today?: Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: About a year and 2 months ago...
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Smsing with Ren
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Maybe
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Duh~

Saturday, August 1, 2009

A Song

If you're stupid and you know it clap your hand,
*clap* *clap*

If you're silly and you know it nod your head,
*nod* *nod*

If you dunno what I'm posting and you really wanna know it,
if you really wanna know it, just slap me.
*slap* *slap*

How I hope this is true >_<

Friday, July 31, 2009

Decision; Resolution

I will thrive my best to be a good son, brother and friend. Please just gimme a chance to do so.

WWJD; GADL

This occur to me during my quiet time.

We have always heard of WWJD - what would Jesus do, but does it occur to people that there is a part two from the famous WWJD. Which is GADL - go and do likewise. This really struck me. We always knew about how good God is, His grace, His compassion.... and many more. But the sentence, GADL - go and do likewise, really puts alot of pressure, especially on me.

I will learn, learn to take "it's none of my business" out of my system. Those are people in need, people who need help, and it IS my business.


Thank"full"


So I'm having supper right now, which is a double cheese burger, frence fries and a coke! All thanks to my mum. Yummy lucky me~

Not promoting McValue Lunch!

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Ruined and Apologise

Arghhhh, I couldn't sleep early and I couldn't wake up. How can this be?! This is not good, I really really need to fix this, and quick. I have only like 10 days left!

I'm sorry guys, I had to bail on all of you. Badminton to AAA and going out with CEKHS.

I'll sleep early starting today, if not, I'll hit myself -_-

So...


Receive sms from AL, about care group discussion stuff. Opps, forgot about coordinating coming cg.

Went to school and finish the At Risk procedures. Something so easy and simple, took me so many days to do it.

Finally, Ren "came online". Ok, I was blocked... Oh well, it's just one of those things. Can't really express myself, though I like to, but I can't. I really wish Bryan is on right now, where are you man.



Stairway of "emo"

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Because of Him, I can stand

Have you ever been so broken in your life?
Because of the events that happen all around you, crushing you.
I know I have.

Have you ever been so low in your life?
Because everything just seems so bad, discouraging you.
I know I have.

Have you ever been so hopeless in your life?
Because all you see are dark corners, consuming you.
I know I have.

Have you ever been so powerless in your life?
Because everything that happens is way out of your league, pinning you.
I know I have.


I just want to thank my God, thank Him for being so real, for being so real to me.
It's not my imagination, it's not just a feeling, it's something real, I can tell.
It was faith, it was hope, it was love. Faith, hope and love. That was all I needed.
Because of Him, I can stand.
And you know what? You can stand too!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

When everything is wrong...

Biggest problem would be from education. As I had failed 2 subjects, my parents had been making my life very hard. And then there is Swinburne whom sent me an At Risk letter requiring me to do some stuffs before I can enrol for my failed subjects.

Then there is my stupid mind messing with me, or rather my heart. It's so not needed, especially at this time.

After that there is the thing that I'm trying to fix myself, during this good opportunity of a time, which is during the holidays. Fix myself in terms of body, mind and spirit. But everything seems to be twarting my plan of starting all over again.



Sunday, July 19, 2009

A Broken Heart and the Tears of a Man



Maybe I wanna do something with these 2 pictures.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Failed 2 subjects...

And so it happened, I dunno... how... what... haiz...

It's about the money, the work, the efford, the family, the everything.

Dunno lah...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Ever felt like...

Have you ever felt like, when you wanna start anew and there is a heavy baggage on you?

You wanna start all over again but there was something from your past preventing you from going forward?

It's not that you cannot let it go, you would be more than happy to do so, but that the heavy baggage was hanging on to you?

So... never do anything that you would regret, that would leave post effects bad enough to render your future. Think carefully of what you do and what you are gonna do, coz I tell u, it's serious.

Monday, June 29, 2009

Multimedia Assignment 2 & 3

Multimedia Assignment 2: Scanning & Tracing


Easy

Medium

Difficult


Multimedia Assignment 3: Composing/Photomontage


Cd cover

Movie poster

Magazine cover

Saturday, June 20, 2009

The Tempted Brothers

Genesis 39:1-12


Two brothers - both far from home - faced sunular temptations. One, working away from the family, fell to the schemes of a younger woman. His sin led to embarrassment and family turmoil. The other, separated from loved ones because of family turmoil, resisted the advances of an older woman. His faithfulness led to rescue and renewal for the family.

Who are these brothers? Judah, who fell to the desperate scheme of his neglected daighter-in-law Tamar. And Joseph, who ran from the arms of Potiphar's wife. One chapter, an ugly story of irresponsibility and deception; the other, a beautiful chapter of faithfulness.

The stories of Judah and Joseph, presented back-to-back in the midst of "the history of Jacob", shos us that temptation itself is not the proble,. Everybody faces temptation, even Jesus did. But how do we face temptation? Do we demonstrate that faith in God can shield us from giving in to sin?

Joseph gave us one way of escape: Recognise sin as an affront to God and run from it. Jesus gave another: Answer temptation with truth from God's Word.

Facing temptation? See it as an opportunity to make God and His Word real in your life. Then run! -Dave Branon


O to grace how great a dbtor
Daily I'm constrained to be!
Let Thy goodness, like a fetter,
Bind my wandering hear to Thee. -Robinson


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We fall into temptation when we don't stand against it.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Poem of the Day

Lord, the trials we face at times seem too much to bear.
We're grateful, though, for the reminders in Your Word
that You will stay by our side and help us endure
till You call us Home. Amen



2 Timonthy 2:3 - You therefore must endure hardship as a good soldier of Jesus Christ.

Taken from Our Daily Bread, June 6 Saturday

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

A Random Thought

"After the rain, there will only be rainbow if the sun is there."

Sorry for the weird sentence structure, not sure how to express it. Hope one day one of you out there understands what it means. You can drop your guess at the comment box hahahaha.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOxCNItXpwc

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Plan B?

If you are wondering, Plan A would be the blog about Which one should I pick?
That is IF I pass my foundation studies.

So Plan B would be WHAT IF I dont pass my foundation studies? Why would I say this? I got this idea from a close friend. Considering:
  • How am I suppose to deal with degree if I cant even survive foundation?
  • Swinburne is SOOOOOOOOO expensive, would be a waste of money
  • I already tried my best... ... Even my best isnt enough, what would be? (This is what happens when you end up inheriting the less good genes from your parents... ...)

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Assignment and Exam Period (Again)

Yes folks, it's rush hour again.



This time I have:

  • Multimedia - Assignment 2 (Scanning and Tracing)
due on 29 May (Week 10), 35%

  • Programming - Assignment
due on (not stated, but should also be around Week 10)30%

  • Engineering Math - Quiz 1 & Quiz 2
14 May, 8:30-10:30am, G4.07, (should be 10%)
23 May, 7:00-9:00pm, MPH, (should be 30%)

  • English Part 2 - Assignment (Group work, 2000 word-report)
Week 10, (should be 35%)



... ...
Yep, speechless is all I can say, so much workload.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

I Lost My Phone...

http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/corporate/products/phoneportfolio/specification/c905

As the title mentioned, I lost my beloved SE c905... ...
It was a phone that I could be proud of... ...
I used it for around 1 month only... ... I planned to use it for the following few years... ...

I dunno what I'm gonna do next, get a phone or just live life without a handphone, I'm really devastated. The lost will definitely be greater than the gain... ...

So for those who want to contact me, you would have to find other ways... ...


2nd Kings 5:1-15
God uses not-so-good situations to His advantages
I trust in Him
It's not an easy lesson to obey
but I will

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Which one should I pick?

Bachelor of Design (Multimedia Design) Vs Bachelor of Multimedia (Multimedia Software Development)

Bachelor of Design (Multimedia Design)
About the course
Course Description:

The Multimedia Design program prepares students to work with design for digital film production, the World Wide Web and computer interactive media. The study of time-based sequence design provides students with expertise in animation, 3D modeling, digital video, audio media, and communication design for electronic media. Graduates leave the program with highly developed and relevant skills for work in such diverse industries as post-production houses (including the film and television industry), digital video, animation, web design consultancies, and video game design houses.

Students will normally be enrolled in a Recommended Study Sequence and must successfully complete a minimum of 300 credit points, 50 credit points per semester for full-time students.

To qualify for the award, a student must complete, or have been granted an exemption for the units of study listed below. Students initially enter into the three year bachelor program. At the end of that program students may exit with an undergraduate bachelor degree.

Employment Outcomes Career opportunities:

Multimedia Design graduates pursue a diverse range of careers in digital film and video production, website design, video game and interactive media and more.

Students leave the program with highly developed skills that cut across a range of media and disciplines, supporting the shape and direction of employment opportunities in a particularly exciting, new industry.


Bachelor of Multimedia (Multimedia Software Development)

About the course
Course Description:

The Multimedia Software Development course would serve the needs of those wishing to pursue a multimedia oriented career, particularly related to the production, development and design of multimedia applications in their respective chosen discipline. It includes major studies in software development using an object-oriented approach and multimedia design using authoring tools. It also aims to develop an in-depth understanding of the broad range of creative and design aspects of multimedia and internet technologies.

The course provides students with a solid knowledge and practical base in Internet programming, design for multimedia, authoring multimedia and the Internet and the World Wide Web (WWW). The course can be regarded as an Information Technology program due to the focus on software development and programming, database design and development, and data communications and networking. In addition, it can be regarded as an electronic media development program, due to the coverage of graphics and animation and video technology. It also has a design focus with coverage of usability and design issues.

Employment Outcomes Career opportunities:

Graduates of this course will be well equipped to meet the predicted growth in industry demand for professionals in multimedia and web design. They will have extensive skills in software development using an object-oriented approach, Java programming, and multimedia design. They also will have developed experience in a broad range of creative and design aspects of multimedia and Internet technologies.


What made me indecisive:

I really enjoy Multimedia class in Foundation and I found out Programming isn't my cup of tea.


Design

Pros: The careers interest me because they included digital film and video production, website design, video game and interactive media.

Cons: I heard most of the assignments has something to do with drawing, as using a pencil on paper.



Multimedia

Pros: The subjects has some that I'm interested in, such as Design for Multimedia, 3D Animation and Special Effects, Digital Video and Audio, Multimedia Project6.


Cons: Programming...

Friday, May 1, 2009

Multimedia Logo


I wanted to update my blog for some time now, but my connection prevents me from doing so, was gonna upload some pics, but...

So here's assignment for multimedia, drop some comments.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Nothing Left but God

2 Chronicles 20:3-17

Do not be afraid nor dismayed because of this great multitude, for the battle is not yours, but God's.
(2 Chronicles 20:15)

A wise bible teacher once said, "Sooner or later God will bring self-sufficient people to the place where they have no resource but Him -- no strength, no answers, nothing but Him. Without God's help, they're sunk."
He then told of a despairing man who confessed to his pastor, "My life is really in bad shape." "How bad?" the pastor inquired. Burying his head in his hands, he moaned, "I'll tell you how bad - all I've got left is God." The pastor's face lit up. "I'm happy yo assure you that a person with nothing left but God has more than enough for great victory!"
In today's Bible reading, the people of Judah were also in trouble. They admitted their lack of power and wisdom to conquer their foes. All they had left was God! But King Jehoshaphat and the people saw this as reason for hope, not despair. "Our eyes are upon You," they declared to God (2 Chron. 20:12). And their hope was not disappointed as He fulfilled His promise: "The battle is not yours, but God's" (v.15)
Are you in a position where all self-sufficiency is gone? As you turn your eyes on the Lord and put your hope in Him, you have God's reassuring promise that you need nothing more. - Joanie Yoder

Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face;
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and grace. -Lemmel
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When all you have is God, you have all you need.


Our Daily Bread, April 6 Monday.

Monday, March 30, 2009

王力宏-心跳

前言:
大家好 我是王力宏
这是我的全新创作专辑的第一首推荐曲《心跳》
人的心是一个很神奇的东西
可以带来无限的喜悦
或带来无限的伤痛

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想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的塬点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好