Decision; Resolution

I will thrive my best to be a good son, brother and friend. Please just gimme a chance to do so.

WWJD; GADL

This occur to me during my quiet time.

We have always heard of WWJD - what would Jesus do, but does it occur to people that there is a part two from the famous WWJD. Which is GADL - go and do likewise. This really struck me. We always knew about how good God is, His grace, His compassion.... and many more. But the sentence, GADL - go and do likewise, really puts alot of pressure, especially on me.

I will learn, learn to take "it's none of my business" out of my system. Those are people in need, people who need help, and it IS my business.

Thank"full"

So I'm having supper right now, which is a double cheese burger, frence fries and a coke! All thanks to my mum. Yummy lucky me~

Not promoting McValue Lunch!

Ruined and Apologise

Arghhhh, I couldn't sleep early and I couldn't wake up. How can this be?! This is not good, I really really need to fix this, and quick. I have only like 10 days left!

I'm sorry guys, I had to bail on all of you. Badminton to AAA and going out with CEKHS.

I'll sleep early starting today, if not, I'll hit myself -_-

So...

Receive sms from AL, about care group discussion stuff. Opps, forgot about coordinating coming cg.

Went to school and finish the At Risk procedures. Something so easy and simple, took me so many days to do it.

Finally, Ren "came online". Ok, I was blocked... Oh well, it's just one of those things. Can't really express myself, though I like to, but I can't. I really wish Bryan is on right now, where are you man.

Stairway of "emo"

Because of Him, I can stand

Have you ever been so broken in your life?

Because of the events that happen all around you, crushing you.

I know I have.

Have you ever been so low in your life?

Because everything just seems so bad, discouraging you.

I know I have.

Have you ever been so hopeless in your life?

Because all you see are dark corners, consuming you.

I know I have.

Have you ever been so powerless in your life?

Because everything that happens is way out of your league, pinning you.

I know I have.

I just want to thank my God, thank Him for being so real, for being so real to me.

It's not my imagination, it's not just a feeling, it's something real, I can tell.

It was faith, it was hope, it was love. Faith, hope and love. That was all I needed.

Because of Him, I can stand.

And you know what? You can stand too!

When everything is wrong...

Biggest problem would be from education. As I had failed 2 subjects, my parents had been making my life very hard. And then there is Swinburne whom sent me an At Risk letter requiring me to do some stuffs before I can enrol for my failed subjects.

Then there is my stupid mind messing with me, or rather my heart. It's so not needed, especially at this time.

After that there is the thing that I'm trying to fix myself, during this good opportunity of a time, which is during the holidays. Fix myself in terms of body, mind and spirit. But everything seems to be twarting my plan of starting all over again.

A Broken Heart and the Tears of a Man

Maybe I wanna do something with these 2 pictures.

Failed 2 subjects...

And so it happened, I dunno... how... what... haiz...

It's about the money, the work, the efford, the family, the everything.

Dunno lah...

Ever felt like...

Have you ever felt like, when you wanna start anew and there is a heavy baggage on you?

You wanna start all over again but there was something from your past preventing you from going forward?

It's not that you cannot let it go, you would be more than happy to do so, but that the heavy baggage was hanging on to you?

So... never do anything that you would regret, that would leave post effects bad enough to render your future. Think carefully of what you do and what you are gonna do, coz I tell u, it's serious.