Me Birthday

Though I didnt do much on my birthday,

apart from having my resit in the morning,

I have the wonderful company of my friends at night at Kado.

Thanks Anderson, Calvyn, Lester and Poh Chun!

1st picture fail, guess who are those 2?

2nd picture fail also

Last picture, better, but still...

Feed My Sheep

John 21:15-17 (New International Version)

¹⁵When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, "Simon son of John, do you truly love me more than these?"
"Yes, Lord," he said, "you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Feed my lambs."

¹⁶Again Jesus said, "Simon son of John, do you truly love me?"
He answered, "Yes, Lord, you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Take care of my sheep."

¹⁷ The third time he said to him, "Simon son of John, do you love me?"
Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, "Do you love me?" He said, "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you."

Jesus said, "Feed my sheep.

My Kind of Girl

I find this interesting so I took this from Mr Yong Hua Kiong in Facebook.

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends *including me* here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1.Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- Well it will be a good bonus

2. Smart?
- smart enough to understand what Im saying...

3. Preferred age?
- Slightly younger than me

4. Preferred height?
- Up to my nose

5. How about sense of humor?
- Can take a joke (at least)

6. How about piercings?
- Ears ok, others NO!

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- Yeah, including helping me to improve better

8. Pink hair?
- Anime/manga meh?

9. Mushy or no?
- Tak paham

10. Thin or fat?
- Fat is definitely a NO

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- Im not racist or something, but I'd prefer Chinese

12. Long hair or short hair?
- Long

13. Plastic or metal?
- How about flesh?

14. Smells good?
- Haha yeah

15. Smoker?
- NEVER

16. Drinker?
- Minimal level, just like me

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
-Would like it

18. Musically inclined?
- As long as not tone deaf ok liao

19. Plays piano?
- Not necessarily

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- Same as above

21. Plays violin?
- What's up with the musical thingy

22. Sings very good?
- Dont mind

23. Vain?
- Dont like

24. With glasses?
- Better not, not because of the glasses, but the vision

25. With braces?
- Just take it off

26. Shy type?
- Fine with it

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- Good!

28. Active or passive?
- Normal ok liao, dont want too extreme of both sides

29. Tight or bomb?
- Tight, dont like crazy girls

30. Singer or dancer?
-Singer gua, because dance has lost its elegance as of late

31. Stunner?
- Hopefully only me stunned hahahaha

32. Hiphop?

- Likes that music genre ok lah, but better dont know the dance

33. Earrings?
- Fine, but not the extreme types

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
- NOOOOOOOOO!

35. Dimples?
- Dont mind if got or not

36. Bookworm?
- Should be fine

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- IF its englishl

38. Playful?
- Ok I guess

39. Flirt?
- Haha yeah, but only with me

40. Poem writer?
- Better not produce crap (oppps)

41. Serious?
- At times when needed

42. Campus crush?
- Prefer church, because like that confirm is Christian hahahaha

43. Painter?
- Dont really care

44. Religious?
- Christian ONLY

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- But doesnt go overboard and know when to stop

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- Not as bad as me should be fine

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- Would be helpful, but then she can scold me in 20 languages and I dont even know hahahaha

48. Loyal o faithful?
- Can I choose both?

49. Good kisser
- O_O yes

50. Loves children??
- Of course

Christmas - My Thoughts

You know why is there Xmas when the actual word is Christmas? Realise that the word Christ from Christmas, which means Jesus Christ, was cancelled with a huge X. There is a reason to it, wanna know why? Dont let the truth scare you. It's because... the devil wants to make it insignificant!

On Christmas day, did'ja all realise the weather was super awesome? Where as it was raining everyday. As far as Im concerned, to me, even nature itself admits Christmas is a special day. The words "joy to the world" kept on cycling in my mind. Indeed, it was the day man received HOPE! God still loves us! How great a hope is that! Indeed it was joy to the world.

At night, when in church, during the gifts exchanging event, I had the privilege to give gifts to people who didnt bring any gifts to exchange. As I was giving, I felt the fulfillment, the fulfillment of my destiny. Actually, my name Hiroshi means the great one or the noble one, but Hiro means give. Simply giving, means that Im fulfilling my destiny. It felt great!

After the service, I stayed back to help clean up the church and stayed back even later to accompany my bro Nyiap Hong to lock up the church. Later we went to have supper, and it was a feast hahahaha. Yeah, my great bro blessed me with the food and we had a great time sharing and chatting. The sharing and chatting helped me to desire to have the first passion, much like the first love, when serving God, teaching His Words, leading Praise and Worship, shepherding my sheep, chairing and prayer, etc. Thanks bro!

Readers may find my post to be a little jumping here and there, but whatever, those are the things in my mind.

Hip Hop Ghost

Im afraid of no ghost, you?

La la la lala, la la la lala, la la la lala, la la la la~

Hallowing Halloween

Today, when suddenly there was no electricity, I had nothing better to do than to rest. So when I was lying on my bed, trying to get some nap time, crazy thoughts came crashing upon me. Wanting to do the right thing, I prayed and proclaimed, fighting the evil and temptation with faith and humble. "God has already forgiven me... I am sanctified... These things are not of me, I have nothing to do with them... " were among the words I used.

Little did I realised today is Halloween, nor did I paid much attention to since we are in Malaysia. However, when I was reading Our Daily Bread, the thoughts "Coincidence... or is it?" came into my mind. The message as below:

He will be a vessel for honor, sanctified and useful for the Master, prepared for every good work. -2 Timothy 2:21

The word hallow used much anymore, and when it ism the uses have a broad range of meaning. Christians use the word when we say the Lord's prayer, as in "Hallowed be Thy name." Often the word is associated with the last day of October, which people in the US refer to as Halloween, a shortened form of All Hallows' Eve.

In Scripture, the word hallow is a synonym for the word sanctify. When we hallow or sanctify something, we set it apart as being holy.

The name of God is not the only thing that we are to hallow. We too are to be hallowed. Paul urged Timothy to be a vessel sanctified and useful for God by pursuing "righteousness, faith, love, [and] peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart" and by avoiding "foolish and ignorant disputes, knowing that they generate strife" (2 Tim. 2:21-23).

On this last day of October, children in the US will be carrying bags filled with sweets. Thinking of them can remind us to ask: "What is filling the vessel of my life? Is it a bitter attitude that leads to foolish disputes and strife, or is it a sweet spirit that leads to righteousness, faith, love, and peace?"

We can hallow today, and every day, by setting ourselves apart for God to be used by Him. -Julie Ackerman Link

Lord, may our lives be set apart

And useful in Your hands;

Pursuing righteousness and faith

As we fulfill Your plans. -Sper

A Christian's greatest joy is to be used by God.

Our Daily Bread, October 31, Saturday

分享我的生命-中学时期

这会是我部落格的第一张华文文章。

为什么我会心血来潮要分享我中学时期的生命呢？而且又要用华语呢？

在我中学的时候，跟每个人都一样，有一个我喜欢的人。我记得，那时是在Form2. 我喜欢那个女孩，所以就想办法接近她，拿她的电话号码等等。那时候我使用字条，透过一个女性朋友帮我传给她。一旦我拿到她的电话号码后，就每天晚上都跟她玩信息，用华文，大家都知道我比较拿手在英文，也不喜欢用华文。晚上也很常听情歌，想她，emo一下。

那时我很可笑，但我想很多人也一样吧！就是喜欢一个人，但是又怕接近他。接近他时，整个人都变呆了，不知道要说什么好，想尽快离开那尴尬的场面。

我还记得，我会星期五提早到学校，就是要走整个学校，为要可以看到她，但她从来都没早来过。

好了，就进入真正的故事吧！一开始的时候，除了拿电话号码，纸条里面也有表白和追求的内容。她拒绝我，说什么还小等等。但不久她就有男友了。朋友之前就有告诉过我，但我就不相信我朋友告诉我的话，就单单相信她拒绝我的接口，但是到如今我还是不知道真相。

就如我上面有说到，都有玩信息保持联络。在认识她不久，就是她的生日了。身为追求者的我，自然而然地会送礼物给她，不知道为什么会那样做。我从来都不曾做过这样的事，也不是我的本性买礼物给人，看我多用心。

我忘了说，因为她人很美，所以很多追求者。

她的那个男友，因为发现到我跟她很好，就送sms警告我，而且还用国语。想起来还蛮可笑，大概是要隐瞒身份吧。但我都有跟她男友解释清楚，过后这家伙都会跟我说他们的问题，真是的。有一次，他们要分手了，我又不知为什么会成为他们的中间人/和谐人。

过后，是在Form3的时候，绯闻传来她有新男友了。亏我们这么好朋友，也没告诉我。要我像电视剧里面的侦探一样，来发掘真相，真是的。她男友的一个朋友找我聊天，目的是要问清楚我和她的关系，因为关心朋友嘛，我明白。聊天当中，我才发现，原来是她主动追求的，我也无话可说。

然后，她就转校去Kuching Town. 我们都没办法在学校碰面了。对了，之前，我还为了她而参加taekwondo呢！因为Kuching Town没有这个WTF taekwondo, 所以她去星期六在Kenyalang的练习。为了可以有点时间和她一起，我根本就不喜欢练taekwondo, 衣服又臭臭的，因为星期五在学校也有练习。我记得我们会提早到，就是要在那边打羽毛球。我也不太喜欢打羽毛球，但是就是要和她玩。练完过后，他妈妈就会送我回家，因为我之前都走路去和回家。听她妈妈说，她很常在家提起我，我听了还蛮高兴呢。

但日子久了，我们也渐渐失去联络了。我也很努力很努力的，试着把她忘掉。真的是很难，就像毒瘾一样，多么难！

这个就是我中学时期，青春时代的恋情故事。