Wednesday, October 21, 2009

分享我的生命-中学时期

这会是我部落格的第一张华文文章。

为什么我会心血来潮要分享我中学时期的生命呢?而且又要用华语呢?

在我中学的时候,跟每个人都一样,有一个我喜欢的人。我记得,那时是在Form2. 我喜欢那个女孩,所以就想办法接近她,拿她的电话号码等等。那时候我使用字条,透过一个女性朋友帮我传给她。一旦我拿到她的电话号码后,就每天晚上都跟她玩信息,用华文,大家都知道我比较拿手在英文,也不喜欢用华文。晚上也很常听情歌,想她,emo一下。

那时我很可笑,但我想很多人也一样吧!就是喜欢一个人,但是又怕接近他。接近他时,整个人都变呆了,不知道要说什么好,想尽快离开那尴尬的场面。

我还记得,我会星期五提早到学校,就是要走整个学校,为要可以看到她,但她从来都没早来过。



好了,就进入真正的故事吧!一开始的时候,除了拿电话号码,纸条里面也有表白和追求的内容。她拒绝我,说什么还小等等。但不久她就有男友了。朋友之前就有告诉过我,但我就不相信我朋友告诉我的话,就单单相信她拒绝我的接口,但是到如今我还是不知道真相。

就如我上面有说到,都有玩信息保持联络。在认识她不久,就是她的生日了。身为追求者的我,自然而然地会送礼物给她,不知道为什么会那样做。我从来都不曾做过这样的事,也不是我的本性买礼物给人,看我多用心。

我忘了说,因为她人很美,所以很多追求者。

她的那个男友,因为发现到我跟她很好,就送sms警告我,而且还用国语。想起来还蛮可笑,大概是要隐瞒身份吧。但我都有跟她男友解释清楚,过后这家伙都会跟我说他们的问题,真是的。有一次,他们要分手了,我又不知为什么会成为他们的中间人/和谐人。

过后,是在Form3的时候,绯闻传来她有新男友了。亏我们这么好朋友,也没告诉我。要我像电视剧里面的侦探一样,来发掘真相,真是的。她男友的一个朋友找我聊天,目的是要问清楚我和她的关系,因为关心朋友嘛,我明白。聊天当中,我才发现,原来是她主动追求的,我也无话可说。

然后,她就转校去Kuching Town. 我们都没办法在学校碰面了。对了,之前,我还为了她而参加taekwondo呢!因为Kuching Town没有这个WTF taekwondo, 所以她去星期六在Kenyalang的练习。为了可以有点时间和她一起,我根本就不喜欢练taekwondo, 衣服又臭臭的,因为星期五在学校也有练习。我记得我们会提早到,就是要在那边打羽毛球。我也不太喜欢打羽毛球,但是就是要和她玩。练完过后,他妈妈就会送我回家,因为我之前都走路去和回家。听她妈妈说,她很常在家提起我,我听了还蛮高兴呢。

但日子久了,我们也渐渐失去联络了。我也很努力很努力的,试着把她忘掉。真的是很难,就像毒瘾一样,多么难!

这个就是我中学时期,青春时代的恋情故事。

Thursday, October 15, 2009

A Moment

When I was in Facebook, I saw a news feed by a friend, saying he posted some new photos and he titled them "A moment in my life".

When I saw it, I begin to think. Life is made up of moments. Moments, which means short. Little bit of things, make up life. Is that all to life? Short moments?

What if I tell you that there is more than life. To be specific, heaven and hell. I believe that both places exist. What if I tell you, if you can avoid going to hell? Will you do it? The call is yours, for I have done my part.



Wednesday, October 14, 2009

More Wouldn't Hurt

I was considering, whether I wanna post this or not, because I had just posted one moments ago, but then I thought, more wouldn't hurt.

Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify you Father in heaven. -Matthew 5:16

We're not concerned about impressing others with our possessions or abilities, but we all should want to make a difference in the lives of people. What if there was one thing each of us did today that caused people to praise the Lord?

My answer: That would be awesome!

This is the wish I always wish,
The prayer I always pray:
Lord, may my life help others
It touches on the way.

Christians are windows
through which Jesus can shine.


Taken from Our Daily Bread, October 13, Tuesday

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

My Heart, My Burden

We had a Leadership Meeting today in church at 7:30pm

Pastor shared something and there was a video and some praying.

I was particularly touched by the video "Anguish". And in the video, what really touched me was:
"Are you just watching tv while your family go to hell? Dont tell me you're concerned, when you spend more time on tv or on the internet."

Anguish, agony, deep pain, deep sorrow.

My tears almost came out when the first sentence, but when I heard the second sentence, I take back my tears. Indeed, how can I say Im concerned when I spend more time in front of the computer.

So I made a decision, to quit doing some stuff that takes up a lot of my time. I don't need to make commitments that are not related to God, only the ones that are related to God are worth keeping. That's why, I quit some apps in facebook and devote those time to praying. Because I do care, about my family, relatives, friends and people around, so I'm gonna do something about it. Often I have said, I dunno what to do so my family, relatives, friends and people around me could be saved. But what I can do (which is pray), I didn't even do it.


Sunday, October 11, 2009

The Life that Counts

The life that counts must toil and fight,
Must hate the wrong and love the right;
Must stand for truth, by day, by night-
This is the life that counts.



Taken from Our Daily Bread, October 10, Saturday

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Mooncake Festival

Woke up at 6am this morning because I have accounting quiz exam. Didn't sleep very well because I'm afraid I might sleep over and miss the quiz exam. I couldn't afford to do so because if I miss it, I dont need to wait until final to determine if i fail or pass the course. It's just like waiting to die.

Accounting quiz exam was at 10:30am, G8.13. Thank God I had spent the time studying with Calvyn, he helped me a lot.

After the quiz exam, went to the computer lab with Calvyn. We played counter strike, 2 of us terrorist versus 20 easy bots. Was fun, how I miss it.

Then I went home for a while and without much resting time, I had to go to church for a little discussion meeting. Finish the meeting at around 6:20pm and directly went to my grandmother's place.

After dinner at grandma's place, I muster the little bit of courage I have and asked my dad to excuse me so I can join my friends at Friendship Park. I almost went crazy in that little driving pavement at Friendship Garden. Try spending 1 hour at that little road, waiting for the exit to be green so you can move a few meters each time.

After that, I went to Wood Wood Kopitiam with the guys for a little supper.

In conclusion it was a great day. Tiring but satisfying. Makes me feel like an active healthy teen, lol. I'm also reminded about one scripture: in everything you do, ACKNOWLEDGE Him and everything will be smooth or fine or whatever it is. I dunno what word it is because I use the Chinese bible =P

Stole the pic from KH...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

A Picture is Worth a Thousand Words

So I guess I have a few thousand words in this post =P








I was looking through some old pictures and
decided to post the ones with the biggest, bestest, brightest smiles.