Struggling

And so, ever since I knew she had a boyfriend, I start acting weird. I know I've talk it through with a friend and yeah, his words makes sense, but, it still feels bad. I still feel like crap, everything still feels like it sucks. I know I also said about my motto and stuff, but still, it doesn't feel good.

I still hope I can stay true to my motto.

It feels as though

The sun doesn't shine anymore

The rainbow lost its colours

That colours feel so dull

That happy love songs became slow-rhythm-ed

The world had stopped spinning

My heart has stopped beating

I don't wanna talk anymore

I don't feel anything anymore

I don't care anymore