Finally, I'm Going Home

I miss Kuching so much. Everything I love is there, the people I love, the place that I had known my whole life. I left behind so many things there, including many of my problems. This time, when I'm going back, there are so many things I want to do, such as shopping, so many things I want to buy, clothes, pc accessories, play with my pets, get a haircut, return my dad his money, go play L4D and L4D2 new maps, watch movies, and of course the most important thing, mend my problems, my broken relationships.

I am so glad that I will be going home =D

Birthday, so what?

Yeah, its that once a year occasion again. Ever since coming to Singapore, all these occasions mean little to me, Christmas, New Year, Chinese New Year, birthday. My favorite would definitely been Chinese New Year, but this year, not only did I spent it in London, I also spent it getting zapped like crazy by a lousy gay. However, birthdays have never been my thing, never been fond of them, so it doesn't matter to me if there's a celebration or not.

I'd be happy just with my laptop.

First Fort Sink in Battle Stations!

你看不到的天空

This song does have its significant meaning for me inside.

And the song quality ain't that good.

周杰倫-说了再见

Recently, I've kinda been hoping that time passes, by then, I'd be away from her, then things wouldn't be so complicated and will be better. But then, this song, really hit me.

"说了再见才发现再也见不到，能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉"

Indeed its true, it's most probable that we might not see each other again or meet after our flight to Shanghai. Well, from the sentence itself, it does sound very sad. To not meet ever again after parting. What a sad fact.

Other than that, we share the same birth dates, only difference is that she is 2 years older than me. So today, I said to her, lets celebrate our birthdays together, that is if I'm not called up during my standby, which I really hope that I don't get called up. She has an off day on that day too, so I really hope a miracle happens, keeping my fingers crossed.

2010 -> 2011

Usually, people would write about new years resolution. Well, usually, I would too. But somehow, I dunno why, I have nothing to write about, no new years resolution. I guess that kinda explains my life now. No purpose, no target, just trying to live through, or rather, survive everyday. So there goes 2010 and here comes 2011. I wonder what's in store for me? No that Im that eager. Well, we'll just take things as it comes.

王力宏 - 愛在哪裡

These 2 words keep floating in me 寻找, weird isnt it? And I guess this song kinda serenades the 2 words.




在哪里
她到底在哪里
终于知道我给的太少
我的宝贝在哪里

哦 好可惜
象是场梦而已
醒来以后发现
她却走了
不会电不回信

告诉我爱在哪里
找过高找过低
爱在哪里
一直寻寻觅觅

爱在哪里
如果看到她
说我还(说我还)在这里
告诉我爱在哪里
找过东找过西
爱在哪里
仍然无声无息
爱在哪里
我好想念她能回
(快点回)来 因为
爱在那里