Rejection and Lesson Learnt

I think the picture pretty much explains everything. It all started Thursday night where she got angry at me for like no reason at all. I couldn't sleep well that night, went to bed at 1am and woke up at 6:45am. I think that was the beginning of the end. Then in the afternoon, after I pass the things to Super, I receive this message. I think it's very unfair to me. Getting rejected even before I get to confess.

I had been betrayed, I don't think it was Tang, but rather I suspect it was Super whom I trusted and thought would help me. I guess this is the lesson learnt. Girls are different from guys. When girls ask guys to help them chase their guy friend, the guys wouldn't hesitate to help. But when guys ask girls to help them chase their girl friend, they tell their girl friend everything and feel like its troublesome and annoying. So bottom line is, never seek out girl's friends to help you chase her.

Yeah, I admit I made a mistake. I'm not perfect, I'm still learning and I will be the first to admit and try to change them. She is actually a really nice girl, and I even failed this one. There is really a problem with me. Maybe I will be single just like my big bro Wayne. Guess it's time to take a break. We are still friends though. I've also bought a nice little watch for her, and I plan to put it on the wrist of that doll that Lester's girlfriend Sue has too and give it to her during her birthday. Just ask Super their room address and drop it in front of their door. But that's like January 21st. We'll see how is it by then, I've already applied my annual leave for that date though. But really, we'll see how it is by then, whether I still like her, whether... there are many factors to take into consideration, so we'll see.

That's it for now, I think I apologised a lot today, and to different people. But here I wanna apologise to my bro Poh Chun for being in such a messed when he asked me out for lunch today. Appreciate!

Update on Ms Y²

I've tried to ask her out *cough*date*cough* a few times now, I've been back to Kuching twice since she came. Disregarding the first time where we met at The Spring and the second time when I gave her some Porkies snack at her uni faculty, I have yet to go out and have a meal with her. It's pretty disappointing as I am not always in Kuching all the time, also I am really eager to meet her although I won't know what to do when we do meet, I went back to Kuching for her being the main reason for just a shot at being able to meet her. Well, it's like she is dodging me, throwing me excuses time and time again, which I get it. As polite or nice or reasonable she tries to make it sound, it is pretty obvious that she doesn't wanna go out with me, yet. Also, chatting with her isn't going smooth as well, yeah one could reason that she is busy bla bla bla, but that's really not the case. Her replies and getting shorter and slower, and she hasn't replied me until now although she saw the message, and I assure you it's a "replyable" message/topic.

Yeah, I'm feeling very down and devastated now, but I know how I shouldn't let her be the center of my focus. I should do my things, continue with my life. She is not obliged to reply any of my messages, I should just be glad to be able to chat with her and not expect anything. I know she doesn't like me, nor is she testing me, it's pretty obvious, but I am not gonna give up, not on this girl. Because she is worth it, and also because I really really like her.

Anyways, I have a friend who kept on throwing this question at me,  how are you so sure you like/love her? What do you like/love about her? Do you even know her? And I've found my answer.